There's been plenty of that lately. Grief, that is. Something I've been in denial about for a long time that I hardly even noticed. Other problems topped on that, to boot. Go figure.
How we long to blame, when hurt. How we long to kill the very thing which stole our joy, our lives, our security, and yet...How does one take revenge on herself for her own actions?
Anger, Frustration, Sorrow, Numbness and Emptiness. All these things come of grief. It's no wonder I'm not easy to be around right now. I'm at a loss. It's been over a year and a half since the accident. I never thought that'd be what was hurting me so much right now. That and.....I